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Classes

After looking back at last years pride day activities there are a lot of repeat classes like hermetics and house cleaning. Which made my decision for some classes much easier! But I finally have all my classes planned!!!! Seeing as how it’s tomorrow I’m glad I have a plan! We are packing tonight and leaving in the morning. Excited and we both can’t wait and are like little kids At Christmas! We have been waiting all year for more classes!!! I surprised Sarah yesterday by cleaning and detailing her car. She said she’s trying to keep it clean till tomorrow so she can ride or drive in a super clean car for a couple hours lol. She so silly! Koda can feel our excitement and he seems excited as well( he has no idea what he’s excited about though) it’s cute! Now to get myself and koda all packed up and the house clean so the pet sitters don’t come in and wonder why we have kid toys everywhere!

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The future

While no one knows what the future holds for any of us I do hope that I continue down the path that I’m going. And perhaps the momentum of positives will increase as well! I do hope to do a few things and benefit from the projects I’m involved in as well! In the near future we will have more children. I’m waiting to hear from a lawyers office and hopefully soon I will get results from that.i hope that wounds will be healed and emotions will be steady and we can all live in peace. My future is bright and there will be hard times and good times and I hope I’m strong and steady during the bad and humble and grateful during the good!

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The present

I am currently sitting in my sons room playing with him and listening to music. Currently I am a stay at home dad and work as a martial arts instructor part time. I am working on a book that will start out as an ebook. And preaching every pagan holiday at our circle! I am an ordained minister for universal life church as well as ordained at temple of Wicca. I am a member of transgender martial arts alliance and wimaao member ( world international martial arts ass. and organization) and a member of world tae kwon do. I am a member of MADD and a member of the NRA. I am a proud fiancé of an professional audiologist. And a proud daddy of a 5 1/2 month old son! My fiancé is teaching him German , sign language, Spanish and well I’m teaching him everything else! We have have 4 little dogs and a Bengal cat. We have a strong bond and might I add great parenting skills! I’m currently trying to start a friendship with my ex. Which leads to to the future!

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The past part 2

After high school I left the house at 17. I got a full time job and lived on my own. I was tired of being there. After I knew who I was ( or thought so) I went to a club and met my first love! I dated guys before and felt strange like they were more of a buddy. This time it was a girl! Mandy had seen me alone in the club and asked me to come to another club then dinner. Skip to a couple months later we were going steady when my mom asked me if I were gay I said yes and she was ok with it! Skip to a couple years later (3) and mandie had left me. I was devastated! The first person I had sex with the first person I had fell in love with had left me, killed my dog, and destroyed every part of me. I moved on and dated a very young girl ( she was legal) and we fell in live but after things going sour she left as well. I then dated someone that I never intended on dating but it ended up being a two year battle to get her out of my life. I finally left her. Then I moved on to my ex fiancé we started dating and then early on was faced with the choice of me moving or leaving her. I moved to mass with her and worked full time while making sure she had a perfect life while going to school. We were very far from home and even though she wanted me to get blessings and all we both decided that since I wanted to ask in person and could not it would be impossible so I bought a ring , made payments, and eventually paid it off and planed a trip cape cod mass on Burberry hill. ( she loved going there) and asked her to marry me! She was excited and cried and said yes of course! I then took her to dinner at a cape cod place And we later told her family. We moved back to Greenville sc where I worked part time and she got a job as a teacher. Stress was high, I had came out as transgender before we moved to mass and while living in mass didn’t have issues but came back to sc and had tons of issues. While in mass I found a kitty and rescued my little man Apollo. I took care of him all day and night making sure he made it through. He totaled the number to 3 cats! When we moved back I adopted a stay and named halo. In nov she surprised me with a puppy I named him Yukon! He was my birthday present! In dec she had surprised me with a ring and asked me to marry her. I said yes and was happy. Stress was still high but everything was going ok. A week before Christmas we got into a fight and she left me. I don’t remember much after that for about 4 months. I stayed high and drunk. I dated a girl and acted like I would stay with her but she cheated on me and I gave that shit up! I bounced around with meaningless girls and didn’t really want to be in any kind of relationship. After a year of figuring myself out and really coming to terms with who I was and what I had been through and the loss of my animals I decided that I was not going to get into anything serious if anything at all! I spoke with a really good friend who said I should call a girl and be friends with her. So I did and spoke with her all day and all night in the parking lot of Cracker Barrel. I totally forgot that I had work the next day and came sliding in just in time. I had been on the phone with her for more than 12 hours. I then met her that weekend in Columbia and we decided to become friends! She had been friends with my ex and really didn’t want anything to do with me because of the things my ex was saying about me but then she learned that I was a good guy and made up her own mind. After my ex tried to interfere with our relationship she decided to stop talking with her altogether. We has started dating. And skip to awhile later we got engaged a year later . She got prego and we lost our child. This was the turning point for a lot of things. My little girl had died and that shook the very ground I knew to be stable. We then tried again a month later and ended up with a beautiful little boy! All the while I tried to be friends with my ex but it was the first time we had really seen each other since the breakup that ended extremely horribly ( we are talking the worst it could get without murder) we both had our reasons to get back at one another so that’s what we did. We spent that time getting back at each other for the past. She sent a letter in the fall and I ended up blocking her on every media site and not speaking with her again. My fiancé was prego and I wanted to focus on my family. On march 29th my son was born! I help deliver him and cut the cord! I held him for the first time in my arms and I knew my life would never be the same ever again. My life was forever changed. Nothing mattered but my fiancé and my son! Well almost six months later and I feel the same way! My son is number one and somehow I have become the man I was suppose to be. I have become a different person altogether! Which leads me to the present!

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